Naive Ambitions

My once naive ambitions was to be a lady of letters. I wanted to walk in the footsteps of Pauline Réage and Voltaire. I wanted to live in a chateau with my lover. I wanted to see change and transformation in communities that I reside in. I wanted to be the next Annabel Chong. Or to sleep with my lover’s enemy to test his wild passions for my love.

I wanted to push my ideals to the extreme limits and come back, transformed. I wanted M to love me, to believe the Scarlet Queen is real and not a fantasy. I wanted him to whisper, “I see you.” I wanted these things from him, but they never came.

I wanted my life to be like a movie, a daring adventure without limits. I will be pushing past each breaking point, to emerge stronger on the other side.

Till you killed my freedom and love for life.

But I won’t let you stop me from living out my naive ambitions.


AVERRAL writes under pen name Scarlet Risqué. She stars in Scarlet Queen YouTube with over a million views. She holds a degree in business. The RED HOURGLASS is ranked Top 50 Espionage Thriller on Amazon. She is currently writing the sequels to the Hourglass Series. Grab a free copy of her novel now RED HOURGLASS on Amazon
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