{"id":3874,"date":"2017-07-10T04:32:20","date_gmt":"2017-07-10T04:32:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3874"},"modified":"2017-07-10T04:36:41","modified_gmt":"2017-07-10T04:36:41","slug":"i-am-a-bitch","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2017\/07\/i-am-a-bitch\/","title":{"rendered":"I am Self Absorbed"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I was narcissistic, self absorbed and I spent long hours looking at myself in the mirror dancing and touching my body while imagining it is someone else’s hands doing so. I was exhibitionistic and had a few million views on YouTube. I took photos of myself everyday with precise selfie angles. I loved showing off my dance moves and displaying myself publicly uninhibitedly in a way that is empowering to the world who watch the way I move. However I had transcended my artistry from serving my need for validation to the disappearance of my ego by being the mirror of what the world has created me to be. I had chosen to pursue happiness by disappearing my ego into the universe, to find myself in the eyes of others. From the eyes of the universe, I see myself dancing in the cosmos – that is true happiness and bliss – my soul lives forever in the cyber galaxy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I was narcissistic, self absorbed and I spent long hours looking at myself in the mirror dancing and touching my body while imagining it is someone else’s hands doing so. I was exhibitionistic and had a few million views on YouTube. I took photos of myself everyday with precise selfie angles. I loved showing off […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[379,4,9,450],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n