{"id":2182,"date":"2012-12-06T21:49:23","date_gmt":"2012-12-06T21:49:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/averral.com\/blog\/?p=2182"},"modified":"2012-12-18T22:05:18","modified_gmt":"2012-12-18T22:05:18","slug":"the-scarlet-queen-speaks","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2012\/12\/the-scarlet-queen-speaks\/","title":{"rendered":"The Scarlet Queen Speaks"},"content":{"rendered":"
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why cry, when no one sees you crying, why laugh, when no one laughs with you? There is only hopelessness left.<\/p>\n

In a world of hope, there is only pain.<\/p>\n

In a world of hopelessness, there is only freedom.<\/p>\n

I have chosen… hopelessness to free me from the pain.<\/p>\n

That’s why… I am limitless… fearless and free… a very dangerous state of artistry.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Between self destruction and creationism I have chosen to create a work of art before I kill my old identity and emerge as someone different once The Scarlet Queen is complete.<\/p>\n

For the better or worse, I don’t know.<\/p>\n

I was… and still is.. the leading actress of the play I had started acting in since I was 14 years old.<\/p>\n

I was the gifted child at 7 years old who built castles out of poker cards and solved jigsaw puzzles for adults.<\/p>\n

That lady in the black dress smoking a cigar on the poker table since 21 years old.<\/p>\n

I am sorry my lover, my love for you has driven me to the point of insanity I can’t turn back on, my obsession has turned into vengeance and I hope to torment you daily with the dreams and desires you want but can’t have with Cheryl and Risqu\u00e9.<\/p>\n

You played with fire, and I am sure to reward you for your efforts.<\/p>\n

You know… all I ever wanted was for us to live happily ever after in our little world.<\/p>\n

But I am dead now.<\/p>\n

Saynonara.
\nThe Scarlet Queen<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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why cry, when no one sees you crying, why laugh, when no one laughs with you? There is only hopelessness left. In a world of hope, there is only pain. In a world of hopelessness, there is only freedom. I have chosen… hopelessness to free me from the pain. That’s why… I am limitless… fearless […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[393,397],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n