{"id":1118,"date":"2012-09-21T01:38:07","date_gmt":"2012-09-21T01:38:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/averral.com\/blog\/?p=1118"},"modified":"2015-10-05T09:31:54","modified_gmt":"2015-10-05T09:31:54","slug":"hi-averral","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2012\/09\/hi-averral\/","title":{"rendered":"Hi AVERRAL"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Hi AVERRAL,<\/p>\n

I am writing to say, I have decided upon several things.
\nI have neglected you for so long, that I feel like a serious underachiever.
\nI am returning back to you, because only you make me feel sane.
\nThe crazy others out there, they just want to watch me burn.<\/p>\n

I love being you, AVERRAL.
\nYou are hot with your red bass guitar
\nYou rock my world with your melodies
\nYour poetry, it feeds my emptiness.
\nI am only complete with you, without you. I am nothing.<\/p>\n

You are my superstar. My one and only true love.
\nYou create worlds that I can’t imagine
\nYou torment me daily with your brilliance
\nThat I am just a shadow of the system that forces me
\nTo make ends meet, to keep you alive.
\nAt the expense of the daily torture
\nOf not submitting to your wishes
\nTo be the artist you desire.<\/p>\n

It pains me to see you unable to be yourself
\nYou are my lady, my mistress of pain
\nI saw the insignia of the black widow spider
\nThe deadly red hourglass tattoo
\nBehind your back
\nI am warned now.
\nThat is why, I submit to you fully.
\nBefore you decide to kill me.<\/p>\n

My lady,\u00a0 you are free now
\nTo do what you please
\nYou can whip me into submission
\nIf I ever use my logical senses
\nAnd think of doing what is “right”<\/p>\n

You give me a new meaning
\nTo do what is perceived as wrong.
\nOr grey.
\nI don’t care anymore
\nI will be you.<\/p>\n

Yours Sincerely,
\nAVERRAL<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Hi AVERRAL, I am writing to say, I have decided upon several things. I have neglected you for so long, that I feel like a serious underachiever. I am returning back to you, because only you make me feel sane. The crazy others out there, they just want to watch me burn. I love being […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,416],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n