{"id":664,"date":"2009-05-19T20:47:16","date_gmt":"2009-05-19T20:47:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/averral.com\/blog\/?p=664"},"modified":"2009-05-19T20:51:42","modified_gmt":"2009-05-19T20:51:42","slug":"duality-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2009\/05\/duality-2\/","title":{"rendered":"My Duality"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I feel like screaming till the world fades away
\nFalling in an endless dark pit<\/p>\n

Till i reach the bottom of the darkness
\nWhere there is nothing, void.<\/p>\n

In this void I feel there is nothing there to be afraid
\nThere is nothing to think about
\nOr nothing to fear<\/p>\n

In this void I sink further into a deeper depression
\nNot wanting to wake up into this horrid world
\nNot wanting to ever face this ugly human race<\/p>\n

I swear and curse in the bottom of the pit
\nWhere no one can hear me
\nI bury my head in my hands<\/p>\n

This pathetic soul, this pathetic human
\nSo weak, so vulnerable
\nSo undeserving of love.<\/p>\n

Fuck this place<\/em>, I screamed
\nAs i tore my mask and threw it onto the floor
\nI stomp on it repetitively, till it breaks into two.<\/p>\n

I pick up that mask and wear it on my face
\nNow, there is two of me –<\/p>\n

One horrid one beautiful
\nOne kind, one cruel
\nOne giving, one selfish
\nOne hatred, one loving<\/p>\n

My duality is complete.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I feel like screaming till the world fades away Falling in an endless dark pit Till i reach the bottom of the darkness Where there is nothing, void. In this void I feel there is nothing there to be afraid There is nothing to think about Or nothing to fear In this void I sink […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[366],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n