{"id":3747,"date":"2017-05-04T02:35:39","date_gmt":"2017-05-04T02:35:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3747"},"modified":"2017-05-04T02:35:39","modified_gmt":"2017-05-04T02:35:39","slug":"acceptance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2017\/05\/acceptance\/","title":{"rendered":"Acceptance"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I had wound up being where I am today because of what I had inherited from my environment – a childhood surrounded by libraries and books, a competitive streak as a result of my teenage gaming years, a series of broken relationships due to my dysfunctional nature of being unable to receive love, a love for art and theater and travel from what I was exposed to. It is an inherited context that I wound up being where I am today as an author of two books, a YouTube channel with two million views and an entrepreneur.<\/p>\n

I wound up being a dysfunctional solitary person who believes\u00a0 “I am not understood and the world is full of suffering.” that propels me to do what I do, without any need for recognition. I had doubled people’s incomes and set them onto their life path just by them having a conversation with me. There are layers upon layers most people are unable to confront, which I unwrap till it reaches the core before they are set free into a path of who they truly are.<\/p>\n

In the process, I am disappearing myself completely by being there for others, in my community and the world. In the disappearance of myself, only can universalism arise. I am disappearing my need for validation, for the need of love, for the need of anything egotistical. I am disappearing myself, by being in the eyes of others.<\/p>\n

In my disappearance, I am letting go of my need for a lover, my need for a soul mate, my needs for anyone to satisfy any of my wants. I am letting go of the loves in my life, and my broken past, my nightmares, my flashbacks, my pain and my pleasure.<\/p>\n

I am fully engrossed in reality by being there for others, being the person I truly am. In my disappearance, I have broken out of the cocoon and I am free to soar the skies as a butterfly.<\/p>\n

I had finally accepted myself for who I am.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I had wound up being where I am today because of what I had inherited from my environment – a childhood surrounded by libraries and books, a competitive streak as a result of my teenage gaming years, a series of broken relationships due to my dysfunctional nature of being unable to receive love, a love […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9,437],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n