{"id":3631,"date":"2017-03-22T08:42:16","date_gmt":"2017-03-22T08:42:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3631"},"modified":"2017-03-22T08:48:59","modified_gmt":"2017-03-22T08:48:59","slug":"dreams-distortion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2017\/03\/dreams-distortion\/","title":{"rendered":"Dreams Distortion"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I gave birth to a baby boy, after embracing his warmth in my arms I fell asleep.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I woke up and his head dropped from his body like a doll and it became lifeless.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I cried my eyes out and realised that the baby\u2019s body had turned gray.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I met my shadow self. My dark identity. It was a shadow, with no face.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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She was as tall as me, but instead of the shadow on the floor, it was a shadow facing me.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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She was full of dark energy, full of hate, full of violence, full of anger.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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She offered to take me to the shadows, not to wake up in colour but in a world of black and white.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I said I am not ready, I don\u2019t want to die. I want to live. Don\u2019t take me. I know you had controlled me, you had cursed those who had hurt me, you had protected me. As the shadow, as you are, you had followed behind me since I had a physical self. But I am not ready to join the shadows. I want to live.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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If you live, you must destroy me, she said.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I sliced my shadow into two with my hand.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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My shadow disappeared into thin air.<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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I gave birth to a baby boy, after embracing his warmth in my arms I fell asleep. I woke up and his head dropped from his body like a doll and it became lifeless. I cried my eyes out and realised that the baby\u2019s body had turned gray. \u00a0 I met my shadow self. My […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n