{"id":3479,"date":"2016-07-06T23:06:34","date_gmt":"2016-07-06T23:06:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3479"},"modified":"2016-07-06T23:06:34","modified_gmt":"2016-07-06T23:06:34","slug":"fruitation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2016\/07\/fruitation\/","title":{"rendered":"fruitation\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I am on the verge of the cliff facing the abyss.<\/p>\n

There are no safety nets Jumping into the matrix of oblivion <\/p>\n

Death is the beginning of rebirth <\/p>\n

I had found and lost my self <\/p>\n

time again and again 
\nA life of dreams <\/p>\n

Of risks and forgoing what is acceptable <\/p>\n

What is right, what is wrong<\/p>\n

Conditioning of the mind and body <\/p>\n

By constant exercise and redefining limitations 
\nI am not who I am <\/p>\n

Not a single cocktail touches my tongue 
\nYou know what is the hardest part? <\/p>\n

It’s that people don’t understand<\/p>\n

What is it like to live in your head <\/p>\n

And reject the hopes of what you believe 
\nOf course this is not a suicide note, <\/p>\n

It’s my message to the virtual fake world <\/p>\n

“Get out there and do something!”
\nI am here<\/p>\n

Closer to my impossible dream <\/p>\n

Yet the taste of fruition lingers<\/p>\n

In my tongue.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I am on the verge of the cliff facing the abyss. There are no safety nets Jumping into the matrix of oblivion  Death is the beginning of rebirth  I had found and lost my self  time again and again  A life of dreams  Of risks and forgoing what is acceptable  What is right, what is wrong […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[2],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n