{"id":3281,"date":"2016-01-21T10:23:42","date_gmt":"2016-01-21T10:23:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3281"},"modified":"2016-01-21T10:35:03","modified_gmt":"2016-01-21T10:35:03","slug":"naive-ambitions","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2016\/01\/naive-ambitions\/","title":{"rendered":"Naive Ambitions"},"content":{"rendered":"
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My once naive ambitions was to be a lady of letters<\/a>. I wanted to walk in the footsteps of Pauline R\u00e9age<\/a> and Voltaire<\/a>. I wanted to live in a chateau with my lover. I wanted to see change and transformation in communities that I reside in. I wanted to be the next Annabel Chong<\/a>. Or to sleep with my lover’s enemy to test his wild passions for my love.<\/p>\n

I wanted to push my ideals to the extreme limits and come back, transformed. I wanted M<\/a> to love me, to believe the Scarlet Queen<\/a> is real and not a fantasy. I wanted him to whisper, “I see you.” I wanted these things from him, but they never came.<\/p>\n

I wanted my life to be like a movie, a daring adventure without limits. I will be pushing past each breaking point, to emerge stronger on the other side.<\/p>\n

Till you killed my freedom and love for life.<\/em><\/p>\n

But I won’t let you<\/em> stop me from living out my naive ambitions.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

My once naive ambitions was to be a lady of letters. I wanted to walk in the footsteps of Pauline R\u00e9age and Voltaire. I wanted to live in a chateau with my lover. I wanted to see change and transformation in communities that I reside in. I wanted to be the next Annabel Chong. Or […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n