{"id":3141,"date":"2015-12-01T08:45:57","date_gmt":"2015-12-01T08:45:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3141"},"modified":"2015-12-01T09:28:29","modified_gmt":"2015-12-01T09:28:29","slug":"discordance-and-resonance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2015\/12\/discordance-and-resonance\/","title":{"rendered":"Discordance and Resonance"},"content":{"rendered":"
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The discordance of our music jars my thoughts. I am unable to focus
\non my day, on my plans, on my dreams. So untypical for a overachiever to
\nwatch the world go by, and do nothing. The discord starts from the first note
\nand rings like sirens screaming like emergency bells. The noise doesn’t stop as it
\ngoes on and on and on. Even when you talk, the sirens are ringing behind your voice
\nlike a false prophecy, untrue promises, unresolved pain.<\/p>\n

The resonance starts when I fantasise about a dreamscape where everything goes according to
\nmy plans. For such a control freak I am, no stone is left upturned.
\nThere are devas, fairies, unicorns and rainbows. There are knights and thousands of minions
\nat my disposal for my every whim. There is nothing I couldn’t have, as the world is below my feet.<\/p>\n

The difference between my two worlds is such a rift that they cannot be reconciled.
\nIt’s a choice of two paths of endless pain or endless happiness.
\nThey are on extremes and cannot meet in the middle.<\/p>\n

For this, I had given up on life and I had chose to live in my fantasy.
\nIt keeps me alive to know I can change my thoughts, and slowly, I will change the world around me.
\nBefore that day, I will continue being in the other world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The discordance of our music jars my thoughts. I am unable to focus on my day, on my plans, on my dreams. So untypical for a overachiever to watch the world go by, and do nothing. The discord starts from the first note and rings like sirens screaming like emergency bells. The noise doesn’t stop […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n