{"id":3138,"date":"2015-11-29T19:29:49","date_gmt":"2015-11-29T19:29:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3138"},"modified":"2015-12-01T08:31:22","modified_gmt":"2015-12-01T08:31:22","slug":"blinding-red-ropes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2015\/11\/blinding-red-ropes\/","title":{"rendered":"Binding Red Ropes"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I breathe your soft lips
\nMy thoughts wander
\nBack to the moments
\nYou replied to every message
\nYou never failed to respond
\nNo matter the situation<\/p>\n

Now the inbox is full, it is full of messages but not yours which I need to hear. Those sweet words that rolled off your tongue like the soft lips I breathe to sleep each night as your words caress me like blanketed ropes on my skin.<\/p>\n

The ropes bind my flesh but it’s not the ropes I feel but your moving hands, they caress every inch as they embed me deeply with your marks. The marks of love that run deep into my blood as the red rope bled into my skin as it grows tighter and tighter like a coiling red snake. How I wish these ropes are your hands as I blind my flesh in this act of self mutilation while screaming your name.<\/p>\n

No one knows or sees this part of me. It’s so deep inside me that the ropes are starting to suffocate my neck. Usually before that happens, you will respond with a word or two. But this time, there is no response. You had left me there tied in those coiled ropes.<\/p>\n

I can’t struggle free. I can only beg for you to come back. I start to call out your name, over and over. Please, master, let me go. I will be a good girl. Please.<\/p>\n

Please respond.<\/p>\n

Don’t leave me here.<\/p>\n

I love you.<\/p>\n

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