{"id":3030,"date":"2015-10-21T08:32:50","date_gmt":"2015-10-21T08:32:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=3030"},"modified":"2015-10-21T08:32:50","modified_gmt":"2015-10-21T08:32:50","slug":"off-the-grid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2015\/10\/off-the-grid\/","title":{"rendered":"Off The Grid"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Falling off the grid
\nI hate my life
\nand myself<\/p>\n

Don’t think I can love again.
\nIf there is a delete button
\nI would press it right now. <\/span><\/p>\n

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I used to, used to
\nbelieve in happy ever afters<\/p>\n

Now they are bloodied fields of red
\nnot with dead bodies
\nbut from my tears that turned red<\/p>\n

Don’t tell me to believe again
\nI gave up believing<\/p>\n

There is only one way out
\nwhich is to fall off the grid.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Falling off the grid I hate my life and myself Don’t think I can love again. If there is a delete button I would press it right now. I used to, used to believe in happy ever afters Now they are bloodied fields of red not with dead bodies but from my tears that turned […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n