{"id":2845,"date":"2015-06-18T07:53:27","date_gmt":"2015-06-18T07:53:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/?p=2845"},"modified":"2015-06-18T07:53:53","modified_gmt":"2015-06-18T07:53:53","slug":"my-narrative","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.averral.com\/blog\/2015\/06\/my-narrative\/","title":{"rendered":"My Narrative"},"content":{"rendered":"
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My prerogative. My narrative. My words.<\/p>\n

Of course no one can take these away from me, my thoughts are my own. I can write whatever I want, and get away with it. It shouldn’t please anyone, nor it is for anybody, except for myself. I write for myself. My own sanity. I write because I am born to do it, like how a baby learns to crawl on their own. It’s a natural instinct.<\/p>\n

The moment I have to write for others, is the moment I am killing my own desire to write for my own, innate desire to create, and explore, the themes in life that interests me.<\/p>\n

Like how I film my videos, I do them because I like doing them. I don’t want to do certain things unless I feel in the mood to do it. I determine what I want.<\/p>\n

The viewers can only watch.
\nThe viewers can only read.<\/p>\n

This is what being an artist entrepreneur is about.<\/p>\n

I create.
\nYou consume.<\/p>\n

Yup, these two roles are very well defined. I had chosen to create, and to consume for the sake to create more. I no longer find pleasure in consuming. I only find pleasure in my own creations, my own worlds… in my own fantasy.<\/p>\n

I am becoming one with my vision in the pursuit of love and freedom.<\/p>\n

I can feel it close, but sometimes, it burns me like the sun, when I get too close. And I fall.<\/p>\n

Falling is part of creation.
\nFailure is just another reason to try harder.<\/p>\n

I know I will reach there —- eventually.<\/p>\n

I just have to keep trying, failing, trying…<\/p>\n

And soon, you will see my grand design.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

My prerogative. My narrative. My words. Of course no one can take these away from me, my thoughts are my own. I can write whatever I want, and get away with it. It shouldn’t please anyone, nor it is for anybody, except for myself. I write for myself. My own sanity. I write because I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[9],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n